They said the impression I gave to them was my smile.  Whenever and wherever they saw me, I was wearing a smile on my face.  I took it as a compliment and smiled back to them when I heard of their words.  However, who knows the smiles were worn because of speechlessness.  A smile can hide a lot of things, the things I cannot tell.

I have been hiding a lot of emotions and words in my heart since the moment of unexpectedness dashed into my life.  I started to doubt, wonder, ponder, fear and disguise.  I started to use smiles as a response to people's questions and curious looks.  I could read their mind and know what they were trying to say, but all I would do was to smile back to them.

The night, I sensed a great distance between people and I in a harmonious atmosphere.  Although everyone was smiling back to me, their smiles couldn't reach my heart.  I believed that their smiles were sincere, but somehow I felt that they were also putting on smiles on their faces because they didn't know what to say to me.  In some of their eyes, I no longer read curiosity but hedges.   Thank you for not touching upon this.

Yet, could you read my mind... ...